THE WAY OF GETTING MONEY

Some say that making money is hard to do, thats why you put your effort into it. My bad, i'm the type of person whos so butt lazy that i would like to think i get the money without working too hard to get it.

So i bought this e book from the internet for Rp.200.000, (not so much - when i expect to be return in short term). So i read then i weep... not much a helper after all.

Then i get this books, lots of them. From how to seel your blog to 100 webs to earn dollars... so far, i've put the effort on registering them... but i give my best to the last book i owned... please be working.

THE CASE OF INTERNET LOVE

Some say, it is hard enough to find a love in real life, yet, how is it so easy to find it on internet.

Some of my girlfriends share of their virtual lovers. It came with so many variety stories, but only one of them actually got to meet this guy from internet.

I thought she was crazy on meeting him, saying things or doing internet sex, that i can understand, but to actually meet the person? whoa... wait a minute.. I mean, u practically don't know about this guy, yet u have the courage to see him? what if he is a serial killer? or worst, a horny rapist? I totally against that meeting, but she went anyway

The trouble came shortly after the meeting, the guy said he loves her, and i think my friend also almost feel the same way, I mean she said the sex was great. Wait the sex???? well they never actually had an intercourse, they only hit the second base. But the experience totally blew her mind.

Some months later, during chatting, he asked for something that I knew my friend can not give, but he keeps insisting. So he got mad, she got mad, everybody got bad, until they say hurtful words to each other, and when he said that she's just a slut for wanting to go out with him in the first place, she cried.

The thing is, it was already a disadvantage for my friend being a woman. Why is it that every time a man has 2 girlfriend or even more than one wife, the world think he's superior and great, but when a woman do some fun, they consider them as whore?

That is one of the reason I never involve feelings into my internet business, I'm not that really good at messing someone's emotional anyway, and for one to do that, I think that's cruel.

Last but not least, I ever encounter this quote once that actually picturing me..

You may charge me with murder- or want of sense (We are all of us weak at times):
But the slightest approach to a false pretence was never among my crimes!"

THE NOTE BOOK - Nicholas Sparks

This is by all mean the most beautiful story that has turned into movie that moved me so much. I probably talk about the movie more than i talk the book because I couldn't help it, I love the movie so much. Love the cast also... Ryan Gosling and Rachel McAdam played Noah and Allie so perfect, I cried watching them.

Ok, their love story begun when Allie and Noah met in the summer. Allie came home to her home country and met Noah in the Amusement Park, where he insisted her to go out with him, of course she agreed.

So the journey to the passionate love begun. Allie, the uptown girl dating Noah Calhoun, the farmer's son, sure they kept their relationship from Allie's parent, and as soon as her mother found out, Allie was forced to be apart from Noah, but not before he made her a promise to build their white dream house.

During their seperation, Noah went to serve his country as a soldier and Allie go back to her town as work as a nurse, there she met her future fiance.

Meanwhile, Noah never forgets Allie, his true love, where he wrote her a letter, everyday for a year. It was when he came back from the war, that he saw Allie with someone else, but still, his feeling for her never change, so he started to build their dream house, an old house he ever showed Allie and promised her to make it great.

Later on, after he is finished building the house, it became famous, for Noah did it by him self and always refuse to sell it. He appeared on the newspaper with his dream house as the background. Allie who were trying her wedding gown accidentally see the newspaper and come across to Noah's picture with the house, got faint.

Curious on how Noah came across with the home, Allie decided to pay Noah a visit. There she met him and accused him on leaving her. Of course Noah explained that she's the one who left, the one who never returned his letter. Allie was suprised to learn that Noah never forget her.

So on that day, Allie and Noah made up and made promises on what to come, and promised to each other to stay love.

Fast forward until they are old, Allie had an Alzheimer, but Noah still beside her, with her all the way and his love never subside.

Yes, I love the book, and love the movie.. it is so great great great.

CHANGING PARTNER - the best way to keep a marriage alive

Lately i was so into this Korean Movie ( you can watch the preview on my you tube slide show below), Ok, the story is about 2 married couple, one took live with their own way, the other was a little bit uptight.

Fate intertwined, from their mutual friend, this couple met, and from some various occasions, they even worked together.

To make long story short, they fell in love with each other partner and eventually they leave their current partner to have life from the other ( I know i made it seems a little bit confusing, but once you see the movie you'll get what I mean)

The cast was beautifully picked, love them all. One of the girl i loved from this Korean drama series Sassy Girl.

Anyway.. what I want to discuss is this, could changing partner or swinging really take the boredom of ones marriage?? I had once told my life partner about this things, but apparently he disagree on seeing smooching with someone Else's husband.... what a bum.. But I always know deep in my heart, that changing partner will always be such a cool experience, but of course, love is out the question, so there you go... always have the courtesy to control your heart.

I know what my hubby were afraid of.... the mind blowing sex.lol... as I told him also, sex is sex is sex, cant twisting it with love... can we? I'm not so damn sure about it. So to make matters more interesting, I definitely would find beautiful couple to test my control, because I know, I'm such an easy person to fall in love, but also to fall out of love.. more power to me.

So, I guess changing partner is good.. so long as you do it the rite way.. But damn if he's a Brad Pitt, then I'm guilty for being a woman

MAKING FAST MONEY

Theres no such thing as easy money, even tho you browsed on the internet and find something that say get $10000/month with out sweat.... well thats probably rite

I bought this online information almost days ago, and once i read this it hogut the idea is nt quite original, for ive read almost the same with some others, and i thought, damn i got punkd..

Lets just say it teaches you hoe to use your writing skills and idea and sell it online, yeah rite... the biggest idea has been taken so what do i have lerft????

theres no such things as and easy money... and that will haunts me as i go to sleep...... huahahauhauhauhauah

UNCERTAINTY

Ive spent this whole two months romancing a guy (God have mercy on my soul). Yes it was wrong, but what a girl suppose to do? It started normal, from a casual talk, ended with an I love You coming from his mouth... yeah so much for self restraint.
During this romance, i found out, that he is a nice decent terrific husband material kind of guy (yeah rite), but come to think of it, i always chosse that kind of guy in my life, domineering, controlling, and lol... great in the bed area perhaps....?

To make things shorter... i think i find my self caring for him also, hhmm thats not good, considering im not available anymore, but i have faith in my heart, that someday, i ll be his.. or not, depends who died first..

So... 3 months has passed already, and i do must think to review my feelings for him. To make matters worst, i'm starting to think that this was just a fluke. Nothing... because, i dont think i have the same feeling anymore. such a bummer

I guess i have to face that nothing really last forever,....

MY QUEEN....

My life has not been the same since i gave birth to my daughter. Thru an easy but pain full delivery, she came to the world, and I just knew from the very start, that she will be my Maharani.

She was the most longest kid that day, with 60 cm, no babies could defeat that.. I was so ecstatic. But because of the chinnese herbs i constantly supplied, she became a little bit yellowish. Rani inherited his father skin and my eyes, and I don't know what she came so big in her development, but many said that she looks like a BULE BABY GIRL, and I said no she's not a Bule, she's made in china.

Rani is just so cute as a button, and since she is the first granddaughter of my family, my mother loves her unconditionally. Whatever she wants, she gets. And she's been so very lucky to have so many people who loves her.

Our family came from different religion background. While mine is a Muslim, my husband is cristian, so you can imagine when my daughter memorize all these islamic prayer, her oma (my hubby mother), took her to the church on Sunday. I believe that we can't think negatively on our diversity, but we consider it as a best situation. For her oma loves her too and always pray such a great things for my daughter.

She grown into a happy child, loved by everyone around her. Her smile is infectious, along with her witty comment about something.

These days I learn that she enjoys swimming more than anything else. Always asking when will she get to swim, and even using a life saver board, she tried her best to mimicked my swimming.

Anyway... my daughter has grew up from time to time, with so much loves and cares. I hope in the future she will always be love by everyone else,,,