UNCERTAINTY

Ive spent this whole two months romancing a guy (God have mercy on my soul). Yes it was wrong, but what a girl suppose to do? It started normal, from a casual talk, ended with an I love You coming from his mouth... yeah so much for self restraint.
During this romance, i found out, that he is a nice decent terrific husband material kind of guy (yeah rite), but come to think of it, i always chosse that kind of guy in my life, domineering, controlling, and lol... great in the bed area perhaps....?

To make things shorter... i think i find my self caring for him also, hhmm thats not good, considering im not available anymore, but i have faith in my heart, that someday, i ll be his.. or not, depends who died first..

So... 3 months has passed already, and i do must think to review my feelings for him. To make matters worst, i'm starting to think that this was just a fluke. Nothing... because, i dont think i have the same feeling anymore. such a bummer

I guess i have to face that nothing really last forever,....